Thursday, November 7, 2013

The Last Winter of Dani Lancing - P.D. Viner


I received this in exchange for an honest review.




Summary

Goodreads:  A riveting psychological thriller in the tradition of Before I Go to Sleep and Memento that introduces P. D. Viner as a master of suspense

Twenty years ago, college student Dani Lancing was kidnapped and brutally murdered. The killer was never found, and the case has long gone cold. Her parents, Patty and Jim, were utterly devastated, their marriage destroyed. While Jim fell apart, Patty was consumed by the unsolved case. She abandoned her journalism career and her marriage to spend every waking hour searching and plotting. She keeps contact with Tom, Dani's childhood sweetheart, who has become a detective intent on solving murders like Dani's. When he finds a lead that seems ironclad, he brings Patty in on it. After years of dead ends, her obsession is rekindled, and she will do anything for revenge, even become a killer herself-dragging her whole family into the nightmare once again, as lies and secrets are uncovered.


Thoughts

I really don't know how I feel about this.  Did I like it?  I honestly have no idea.  I think a big part of it is that it wasn't what I was expecting.  In some ways, that was a really cool thing, and in others..it's just not the sort of book I would have picked up knowing some things about it.  So take this review with a grain of salt.

Let me start by saying that I almost had to DNF the book in the beginning because it starts out with a bang.  And by with a bang, I mean lots of blood, and graphically so.  I wasn't expecting it to be so...graphic.  That was in part my difficulty getting into to story to begin with (along with a couple other things I'll talk about later).  Now this is a thing other people love, so it's definitely not a criticism of the book.  I've already mentioned on the blog what a baby I turn into when it comes to scary things.  So this is nothing against the book, and everything to do with my cowardly imaginative mind.  But I refuse to DNF books, so I pushed through and I'm glad I did, because there were things I didn't expect that I did like.

Most mystery novels I read or watch on tv focus on the investigators, not on the family itself.  This book chose to reverse that situation.  It gave a very interesting point of view on the story - especially with the story lines alternating between Dani's father, mother, and her best friend.  It gave a much more intense emotional impact because of this, and I think in part it's also why the gory parts bothered me so much.  It's a little easier to distance yourself from an investigator's part in all of this, because they see this sort of violence every day.  That being said, because it was character based, it is rather helpful if you actually like the characters.  From the start, I didn't like Pattie very much.  She's rather...driven, in an unattractive manner.  Tom is somewhat more likeable but the longer I spent with him the more I was equal parts repulsed by him and pitied him.  Neither are particularly pleasant emotions.  Jim is by far the most enjoyable character.  I was a bit thrown by *slight spoilers, you'd be fine if you chose to read this I think * the ghost of Dani hanging out with him, which is weird and definitely not what I would have expected in this sort of mystery novel.  I am not quite sure how I feel about this addition other than the fact that I liked this version of Dani much more than the glimpses of her past even if she didn't seem to do much to add the story so I'm not really sure what her purpose was *end spoilers*, but overall he's a well-meaning, likeable guy.  We see glimpses of Dani's past but you should read the slight spoilers to see my thoughts on that.

Some people might not like the different timelines being told simultaneously (well in alternating chapters) as well as a focus on different characters in each chapter (not first person, but third person limited), but I thought it was a really effective way of revealing just enough information with just enough bait to keep you going.  Others have criticized the book for being too twisty and convenient, but honestly in a mystery novel that doesn't bother me too much.  I will say that it's definitely not who/what you are expecting.  As soon as you think you know...trust me you don't!

So the characters are ok, and I enjoyed the way the plot was unfolded...but then...THE EPILOGUE.  Wtf was that??  Is this supposed to be a series?  Was that a conclusion?  WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!?!  It seriously felt like the story ended...but then it ended again like mid sentence!  What??  I don't read unfinished series. Or I at least wait until there's more than one book out.  And I hate discovering only at the the end of a book that it is not a standalone!  I mean it's definitely not marketed as a series - I checked.  I think that's more the fault of the business side of the book, but I can't say I would have been a fan of the way the author chose to write the epilogue anyway had I known this was going to continue.


Overall

I think this was an interesting way of writing a mystery novel.  I liked that it focused on the family and not  the investigators - I thought that was really effective.  It may have been more effective had I liked most of the characters, but that's a personal feeling as was the fact that parts of it were too gory for me (because really...I'm not exaggerating when I say that I can't handle scary/gory things!)  Basically this book wasn't so much for me, but I think there are plenty of people out there who will enjoy this.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Sure Signs of Crazy - Karen Harrington



 Summary

Love can be a trouble word for some people. Crazy is also a trouble word.
 
I should know.

  You've never met anyone exactly like twelve-year-old Sarah Nelson. While most of her friends obsess over Harry Potter, she spends her time writing letters to Atticus Finch. She collects trouble words in her diary. Her best friend is a plant. And she's never known her mother, who left when Sarah was two.
Since then, Sarah and her dad have moved from one small Texas town to another, and not one has felt like home.


Everything changes when Sarah launches an investigation into her family's Big Secret. She makes unexpected new friends and has her first real crush, and instead of a "typical boring Sarah Nelson summer," this one might just turn out to be extraordinary.



Favourite Lines:

Lisa is wrong about kissing and love.  It might make you pretty at first, but it makes you look stupid, too.

It's funny how you don't know you are a bunch of pieces until someone hugs you together.


Thoughts

This book makes you feel so many things at the same time!  Sarah often wonders in the book if feeling two things in the same moment makes you crazy, and if that were the case this book would have definitely put me well into the category of madness.

It's definitely a character centric book.  Not a lot actually happens action wise.  A lot of what "happens" in the book are things that took place in Sarah's past, and observations of how the past has impacted the adults who surround her currently.  It's just amazing to see how all the characters grow - but you aren't seeing them grow, you are seeing Sarah seeing them grow without her always recognizing the growth.  Wow.  Isn't that just a mind ...word I can't find a substitute for?

Karen Harrington did an absolute fantastic job of writing a 12 year-old narrator.  There's a fine balance in showing the naivete of a preteen, but at the same time capturing the way children often know more than you'd think.  Or how they only understand a part of a more mature subject.  In a lot of ways Sarah reminds me of Scout from To Kill A Mockingbird.  I'd say this is likely on purpose, as Sarah confides in Atticus Finch through letters.  She's a little older than Scout was I think, but she still captures that sort of heartbreaking quality as she says things that show horrible events...but she says them in such a funny manner and with such a blunt focus that you're torn between laughter and feeling sort of horrified!  It's difficult to describe, but if you've read To Kill a Mockingbird, you should understand what I mean.  Sarah's voice is so incredibly sincere and it's just...well.  I've already said that it's perfect for a 12 year-old who is going through some incredibly heart breaking situations.  I don't have a better way to say it, other than that Sarah is probably the most sincere narrator I've come across in modern literature.  

The only criticism I have is that Charlotte, Sarah's babysitter, acts less like someone in her 20's and more like someone who is sixteen.  I mean, I'm in my 20's and she sounded like a kid I would have student taught.  I had a hard time remembering that she was getting her PhD!  But that is such a small quibble in the grand scheme of things.  This book is just a really special book.  It's a book that kids can read, and a book their parents will love too.  It would be a wonderful book to pair with To Kill a Mockingbird...and everyone should read this.  It's not just for people like me who read younger literature, it's the kind of book EVERYONE should read.

Overall

Read this.  This is easily in my top 10 books for the year.  Maybe even top 5? In any case.  I repeat:  read this!

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Top Ten Sequels I Can't Wait To Get My Hands On




10.  Moby Clique (Bard Academy #3) - Cara Lockwood


 I love this series beyond reason haha.  It just has everything I love in a quick, fun read (ghosts of famous authors teaching classes?  Heathcliff is a hunk who escaped into this reality?  Umm hellloooo why wouldn't you want to read this??)  Sadly, I haven't been able to find a library that has this or found it in a thrift store (and while it's a fun series, I don't want to spend ACTUAL money on it, as I know I won't keep it when I'm finished)




9. Liberator (Worldshaker #2) - Richard Harland
 

 WHY ISN'T THIS SERIES MORE POPULAR?!?!  Seriously, if you liked Scott Westerfeld's Leviathan series (but wanted older protagonists - or I think they're older?  It's been a while), you need to read this! 




Kick-ass heroine?  Check.   Swoony boy?  Check.  AWESOME WORLD BUILDING?  Check!!!  Adding in Greek mythology and a sort of dystopianish/fantasy thing in New Orleans?  Check++.

The best way I can describe it is it's sort of like the Mara Dyer series meets...Percy Jackson?


7.  Soulbroken (Legacy of Tril #2) - Heather Brewer


IT'S HAPPENING GUYS!!!!!!  Originally the book was supposed to be published...this year?  And then it wasn't going to be completed at all BUT now HarperTeen is going to publish it as an ebook.  I'd rather grab a hard copy, as I like real copies of books I've loved, but at this point I WILL TAKE ANYTHING.  Seriously.  Write it on a piece of bark in blood.  I'd still read it.


6.  Unravel (Linked #2) - Imogen Howson


Linked was easily one of the best books I read this year, so it's no surprise that I am stoked about the sequel!


5.  Lair of Dreams (The Diviners #2) - Libba Bray


So basically exactly what I just said about Linked except here.  With the only addition of.. WHY THAT COVER?  WHAT WAS WRONG WITH THE OLD STYLE HUH?


4.  Unmade (The Lynburn Legacy #3) - Sarah Rees Brennan

This is what I would be doing if I ran into Sarah Rees Brennan right now.  I need the next book...just a hint?  PLEASE?

The only reason this isn't in my top 3 (besides the point that I my top 3 is awesome) is because the 2nd book maaaay have come out like...a month ago... I CAN'T HELP IT.  I need the book like I need cheese at all hours of the day.




I can not WAIT to read this!! I've mentioned a few times that I'm a big fan of Zevin's and this series does not disappoint.  AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN.  Like seriously.  I have no idea where this is going to go.  And it's been killing me.  LIBRARY GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER SO I CAN READ THIS.


2.  Clariel (Abhorsen #4) - Garth Nix


AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
I almost don't have words for this!! Like seriously.  When I found out I was on the verge of tears of joy and excitement because YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a little disappointed that it isn't going to be Lirael/Nick at all (Y U NO KISS.  KISS NOW.  I NEED YOU TO KISS), but honestly any revisitation to this world makes me want to pee myself I'm so excited!  You might wonder how I could possibly top this, and the ONLY reason this isn't #1...



1.  The Price of Dreams (Abarat #4) - Clive Barker


I would rather read the next book in this series than wake up next to this.  THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS SERIES!

..is because of my whole-hearted, undying, crazy devotion to this series.  I may have mentioned how much I love this series here.  Or here.  And here.  And oh hey, look I mentioned it here too!  Look, I will stop trying to convince you why this is the best series in all of creation (YES I SAID THAT.  AND I'M STANDING BY IT DAMN IT), as I spent a whole blog post on that already.  If you have any trust in me at all, you will go read the first book RIGHT NOW (and the hardcover!!! It HAS to be the hardcover or you don't get the artwork and that is important)

HE STARTED THE PAINTINGS FOR THE NEXT TWO BOOKS GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!



Sunday, November 3, 2013

Ship Breaker (#1) - Paolo Bacigalupi


Summary

Goodreads:  In America's Gulf Coast region, where grounded oil tankers are being broken down for parts, Nailer, a teenage boy, works the light crew, scavenging for copper wiring just to make quota--and hopefully live to see another day. But when, by luck or chance, he discovers an exquisite clipper ship beached during a recent hurricane, Nailer faces the most important decision of his life: Strip the ship for all it's worth or rescue its lone survivor, a beautiful and wealthy girl who could lead him to a better life...

In this powerful novel, award-winning author Paolo Bacigalupi delivers a thrilling, fast-paced adventure set in a vivid and raw, uncertain future.



Thoughts

This is one of the most dystopiest dystopias I've read!  (And also one of the few marked as a dystopia that IS a dystopia).  This future of our world is caused by our use of fossil fuels and ignoring global warming.  It's not really preachy about it - in fact it sounds eerily accurate to what we are experiencing now and the trajectory that Paolo paints our future heading feels unnervingly likely.  In Nailer's world Category 6 hurricanes are a montly event, everywhere is an island, there are tons of "dead cities" underwater - which is where a lot of Paolo's work takes place (I think, I actually wasn't sure how much were ship wrecks and how much was buildings, so I might be wrong on that front).  Basically this world building is amazing and feels so real.

Tthe characters are just as fantastic as the world building.  First off, there is fantastic diversity.  There's people of mixed races, whites, and different shades of browns - whether that's equivalent to our blacks or hispanics I'm not sure.  Basically, it feels like an accurate representation of what our current racial ratios are like.  There's also people with different virtues and flaws, and a wide array of moral compasses - no one character is alike.  I'd say Tool (who I will talk about below) and Pima's mom (whose name I forgot...I know, she's my favourite character and I don't even know her name haha) are easily my favourite characters.  Pima's mom is such a strong woman physically, mentally, emotionally, and morally.  She's seriously awesome.  She basically holds everyone together in this book - even when she's no longer physically with the main characters!  I vaguely remember her being black if I am recalling correctly, and she doesn't have a husband (he died maybe?), but she loves her daughter, is basically a surrogate mom to Nailer, has her own heavy crew, and garners some serious respect - even from the not so great guys in this book.  She never feels like a Mary Sue - she does feels like a freaking awesome character that I'd love to meet in real life!

Tool is a really enigmatic character, and his story line is one of the most interesting parts of the story for me.  There's not just diversity among skin color - there's diversity in actual humanity.  Tool is what the characters call a half-man:  literally half a man, half an animal.  They are a mix of animal DNA (tigers, dogs, wolves, etc.) and human DNA and are supposed to be so loyal that they die when their "master" dies because they just pine away.  But Tool, even as a half-man, makes choices and is his own person.  He is unique even among his own species.  You know, now that I take the time to think of it, he really reminds me of Castiel personality wise.  Sort of.  Maybe.  In any case, he brings up so many questions that mirror questions brought up by AI in other novels (at what point do they deserve rights, what determines humanity, etc.), so I thought it was interesting to use someone who was actually part human to explore those same questions.

And of course I can't leave out the main characters!  Nailer works the light crew as a ship breaker.  It is extremely dangerous work - it not only exposes him to toxic substances without protection, there's always a chance the tiny tunnels will cave in, or he will get stuck, or even worse he could get lost in the tunnels.  Nailer describes the fate of another boy, Lost Jackson, who gets lost in the dark of the tunnels, but despite his entire crew being able to hear him, they couldn't find him.  He starved to death in the dark after a few days.  In the beginning of the book Nailer falls into a pit of oil and almost drowns.  It is a particularly vivid scene as Nailer fights to find a way out.  Much of this book is quite graphic which makes scenes like that one rather terrifying (but then I've already mentioned many times that I am absolutely a baby about these things).

Nailer's character is juxtaposed against Nita's.  Nita is born to possibly the richest man in the country.  I won't give away any spoilers on her though, so I will say simply this:  The combination of smarts and luck is extremely prevalent as a theme throughout the whole novel.  Nailer works light crew because that is his only option.  It is that or die.  Nita is at the top of the world, but she's not just there because she was born lucky - she's also survived so long because she's got smarts too.  I think what I loved most about Nailer and Nita's story lines is that romance wasn't a focus.  I mean it's there, but this book is definitely a survival tale, and not a romance pretending to be a dystopia.

It is easy to say Nailer and Pima's situation is because the book is set in a dystopia.  That's not true.  There are people today, in our current world, who live horrible lives.  They don't have any control over their fate.  They can't even dream for a better life, because it is simply not available to them. There are god knows how many people born into the slums of a third world country or into the middle of a war-torn continent.  The danger these young children go through every day is no better than Nailer's.  I think it's so important to remember that all of these situations set in dystopias - they come from somewhere.  This one is the closest to what I see happening to our future and the closest to what is actually happening in our world today.  It's so easy to close our eyes and pretend that we are in control of our future, and that everyone has an equal opportunity to become educated or get out of their community if it's a bad place to be.  That's just not true.  It's important (and especially with certain politicians in America *shifty eyes*, but also worldwide) to remind everyone that people who aren't making enough money?  They aren't there because they want to be.  For some of them, it's out of their control.  I think because I have always recognized that I was born into extremely lucky circumstances, this story really resonated with me.  I often think about how much luck has played a role in my life.  And if there is one thing this book will do, it will definitely make you think.   It has a lot of messages that are woven expertly into this story, and it just so happens that a lot of these messages are things that I've spent a lot of time thinking about over the years.  I think a lot of the power of this book was personal for me, but I do think that it will have a strong impact on anyone who reads it.

Overall

Definitely the most thought provoking read I've had all year.  Great world building, great characters, great diversity, I really don't have anything bad to say about this book.  Oh yeah, and even though it's a series, you could read this book and never know!  I mean I'm definitely going to check out the sequel, but there's no cliff hanger so you don't need to feel compelled to.  Yay!

Would I recommend it?

Absolutely!  It may sound a bit intimidating and heavy, but I didn't talk much about how fantastically action packed it is, and the language is actually what one would expect out of a dystopia - so no fancy, flowery dialogue here!  So don't be intimidated, and go check out this series!

Friday, November 1, 2013

October Obsessions

I'm feeling in a particularly list and music oriented mood, so here's a look at some of my obsessions for the past month!


My favourite pieces that I performed:

 



This is the second movement, titled Tunis - Nefta, from Ibert's piece Escales (Ports of Call).  Each movement from the piece is inspired by exotic places (In this case Tunisia).  I LOVE the oboist in this recording.  I can't figure out who it is, but it's probably my favourite interpretation!





Ok, ok technically I didn't perform this movement.  (It's all string players) BUT I did perform the rest of the piece and this is one of the most beautiful movements in all creation.  Some of you may recognize it from various soundtracks (and some of you might recognize it specifically from Boys Over Flowers...this was pretty much the only redeeming thing in that anime).  This is a slow burning movement, and I love my music the way I love my book relationships.  I know a lot of people don't have patience for classical music, but PLEASE listen to this to at least around the 3:00 mark!!  It literally brings tears to my eyes literally every time I hear this.  And if you like this, check out the last movement to Mahler 9 (or really, all of Mahler 9, but at 1 hr and a half, I understand your hesitance on that front haha)


My new music obsession:

 



Bluegrass.  Yep.  That happened. I finally succumbed to Chris's influences (he's the friend who recommended The Dresden Files to me too).  I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT.  Alison Krauss has a beautiful voice - (if you like this, you should check out her song Daylight) and the musicians are just phenomenal.  I've gone through some weird obsessions (like that time I only listened to Clannad and Loreena McKennitt for a month.  Or Gregorian chant/motets/etc.) so I guess this isn't that weird in comparison.


Artist I discovered this month:

 

 



Song I listened to on repeat:

 

 

 

 

Favourite book reviewed:

 I'd have to say it's a tie between:


A Cat Called Dog and Lock and Key



Most anticipated book released in October:

 

Book 3 in the Birthright trilogy
OH MY GOD GUYS I NEED THIS BOOK SO BADLY!!!


On a more serious note, October is a really tough month for me.  Outside of all the performance stress that comes up, it's an emotionally draining month for me.  A few years ago, I went through some personal tragedies, and this month is the anniversary of many of them.  I want to thank each and every one of you who has read the blog, but particularly those of you who have commented.  You've made these past couple of weeks so much more manageable, and it's just wonderful to come home on one of those anniversaries and see a new comment to brighten my day!  So sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you!  Here's a complimentary adorable picture of my brother!


I have more where that comes from *snickers*...other than listening to music my favourite way to improve my mood is to flip through highly entertaining pictures of my brother when he was a kid.  There are just so many of them...

And that's it for my month!  Anything good happen for yours?